:(
Frankly speaking, I am such a failure, really.
I didn't manage to sing well. What's on my mind now is repeated words from the judges.

For the song I prepared beforehand, I was actually quite disappointed with myself because the worse mistake a contestant can make is to forget lyrics. To think back, I felt sorry for the two words I forgotten and followed by the shook of my head.

And also, felt so amateurish to be shaking like an old man with stroke. Seriously, damn demoralized.

Was up there to sing again for the revival round,I didn't really seize the opportunity well again! Was again very disappointed with myself.

One of the judges actually rubbed salt against my wound by saying...

1. XXX needs the stage to improve so she voted for him. (100 DMGS)
- as a contestant, everyone needs a channel to improve. Everyone needs it. And damn, I should have behaved more like a pathetic little boy.

nah, I was just kidding.

2. They praise you after telling you that you don't qualify. (200 DMGS)
- is that necessary? I felt it was like a slap on my face followed by an apology. :(


but ultimately, she said something not very nice but at least made me feel a lot better. At least I know where to improve on.

one of the three reasons for not being able to make it to the next round, which I thought was the best for me is...

1. no feelings being portrayed out from my voice.


make it a lesson learnt! work hard again, shirley! we shall go zhangfan lesson one day!


That's about it actually. Sorry for myself, sorry for my momo whom had pinned much hope on me. I am such a loser.

damn it.
:(


Got to go now, it's nice to have caring buddy who drives! MUAHAHAHA.
Time to go out and chill.

Thanks KIBA!!