I wonder what the heaven is happening to me. Why am I drifting apart from my friends?

I know I'm petty at times, I've my own temper and I'm sure you have yours too. My patient has its limits, once you crossed the line, you'll have to face the fury side of me.

Sigh.
I didn't wish her 'happy birthday'.
I didn't wish him 'happy birthday' too.
Neither will they wish me 'happy birthday' as well.

it's just not worth it. Five years of friendship just gone like that dued to one stupid statement.
Seriously, deep inside my heart, if time can travel back, I'll take a step back and look at the situation before acting so impulsively.

I've to learn how to take negative comments from people. It hurts to hear nasty stuffs coming from your friend's mouth saying about you. But it hurts more when you realised they arent part of life anymore.

My two bestfriends...

I want both of you back. ):








saying 'Sorry' seems to be the hardest task I've ever came across.



What should I do now?

Labels: boonkiat., friendship, sigh, vanished. Jean